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ehem ehem. haii! this post maybe emosional sikit. HAHA. aku tatau lah kenapa. tadi aku hantar Im kat kau tapi kau tak balas. aku tahu kau sedang online. aku tatau lah kenapa aku rasa serba salah. sebelum ni takda pula. i know antara kita dah takda apa apa. HAHA. ini bukan cinta pertama ke cinta terakhir ke apa ke. bukan. just my feeling kot. i'm felt guilty because of that two days. just two days we together. and it's all my fault. my heart is too weak! because of him. IF i don't ask the break, might be now we happy. but, i'm believe in Allah, faith. Allah had decide my life. so i'm redha. maybe we just can be friend. i know you love her more. since 2009 right? in the mean time, you ask me out of the blue. also in that time, i thought you still love her. hahahahah! and i know you and her will be good if you're together. Although my heart is hurting. but, who am I to be jealous? lol. and your mom like her and your sister too.

people change.. yes, you're change so much since you go to other school. change in positive way. congrats to you. sometimes I think why i like you till now. and till now i don't know the answer. lol. HAHA. till then. baibaii!

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