AMJ.

You won't know until you face it. You won't feel it until you take it. Answer; never. Take a risk is not a must but it's a choice. If you choose to take a risk it means that you brave enough to face it. When you have to face it, don't ever put it behind. That's called coward. Pff! What a nice word you've given to someone who once you loved. And now you're gone like nothing happen. Well done.

Dia keliru utk patahkan sayap, Padahal dia boleh pasang semula; Utk tak goyah, Utk tak punah. Dia takut untuk membawa sendiri, Padahal dia boleh untuk berjalan perlahan, Supaya; Tak rapuh dan bersedia, Tak takut dan sentiasa deria. Konklusi; dia sangat rapuh tapi dia tahu dia ada penguat iaitu Dia.

Hati kau bagi caruman, Untuk kau tekad atau berat, Untuk kau terus atau mampus. Sekarang; Kaki kau hati sampai renyuk, Keliru tahap pemalu, Sampai tak tau nak tanam mana satu.

I've been there, you're not even near, I survived, you're not even dare: To close, To choose. That's why: You're not getting anything bcs, You're not near n there. Salam!

Mengharapkan benda yang tak pasti tu sentiasa berlaku dalam setiap nisbah hidup manusia. Kadang suka tapi tak dibalas. Kadang suka tapi tak menahu. Kadang suka tapi tak perasan. Kadang benci tapi rasa tu lambatnya! Kadang benci tapi nanti rasa savage nyaa! Kadang benci tapi rasa macam tak perlunya! So, pilihan apa lagi yang kita ada selain dari ABAIKAN! Hah! Senangnya cakapkan? Memang senang! Once you start think about it, forever it will stuck in your mind. Ps: tapi memang tak senang. PAYAH! Macam bukan diri sendidi. Untuk pretend semua okay. I can handle this. Semua akan pudar. Perlahan lahan. But it won't go. The positivity gone like...real goneeeee! I messed up for thinking it over n over again. Pff! Silly me (ikr!) Done.  Bye!

I feel soo weird when i think that people want to tell something to me but they want to keep it but obviously everything shows from their face. And i feel hurt badly. Keep protest between my mind and heart. Keep telling to myself that I should resign. But what for? U still need to learn more. The environment is not healthy at all. Ppl keep judging me. Keep scolding me even I'm not wrong. Yes, i know.. These are for my reminder for not doing a same thing again. But still, do you have to raise your voice to teach people? When you're doing a wrong thing... Do you like ppl bark at you like you're not human... AT ALL. It sucks! Allah. Just lend me a bit of strength so that i can go through day by day peacefully. I know i am a slow learner but that's not your ticket for bullying me like I'm a kid. I always blame myself; WHY I'M A SLOW LEARNER?!! WHYY WHYY. I KEPT BURDEN MY OFFICE MATE FOR TEACHING ME HERE N THERE A THOUSAND TIME. STILL, CANNOT UNDERSTAND IT. WHY?!